why must they give birth to him?
or why must they give birth to me?
now i hate them so much
i wan to disown them
i do not want to talk to them
they make me hate myself
i hate they life i m leading
no one else on earth live such a life.
no one else.
it is too much
i cant take it anymore

ohohohohoh. i love moley. moley loves me. we are happy family.
get a great white shark and bite until u dun haf a bone. this is when i see u cry ur way home.
o.o thats lame. wtvr.
todays lame class and cca pic. smile until face muscle cramp. oh chiobu. i sat beside moley. damn
uhuhuh. apparantly, our class seems to be one of those with scheming ppl. who are naughty little kids who dont help their friends when they are in need. thats what you said. sch. is nt just abt results. we do care at ur character development, oh. thats wad u said too. however. ur actions totally contradict, wad u said. till the extent where. i do not think you meant what u said.

ohohohohoh. i love moley. moley loves me. we are happy family.
get a great white shark and bite until u dun haf a bone. this is when i see u cry ur way home.
o.o thats lame. wtvr.
todays lame class and cca pic. smile until face muscle cramp. oh chiobu. i sat beside moley. damn
uhuhuh. apparantly, our class seems to be one of those with scheming ppl. who are naughty little kids who dont help their friends when they are in need. thats what you said. sch. is nt just abt results. we do care at ur character development, oh. thats wad u said too. however. ur actions totally contradict, wad u said. till the extent where. i do not think you meant what u said.

forgive me for failing physics. i do not want to let this be your mother's day present. i always wanted to show good results. i really dont want to fail. i'm sorry.

all i have to say is, i will try harder the next semeser, i will. get the fking modem out of my sight. it is the major cause of this fking result.

When one first walk out of an exam hall. there is only three possible scenario in his mind. first is to pass with swimming colours. second is to be arnd the avereage. and lastly, failing like cow dung. that first thought in mind is definetely true. as thats most probably what u feel. with no other affecting factors. for instance, one may walk out of an exam hall acting noob. crying out loud, saying he might fail. so as to wad. gain sympathy. or shock his friends when the results are out. oh wtvr. when i say i will fail, i mean it. pls do not assume i m one of those losers that goes round scamming. i noe myself, for i m the one doing the paper. i repeat. when i say i will fail, i mean it. and i really really do. see, now that the results is out. i bet u have got nth to say. oh come on. isnt it true. i did fail. celebration, the wolrd rejoice. oh wtvr.

fucking hell

zzz i went blogsurfing again. and i saw alot of blogger users criticising blogger. irony. since they dun like blogger, they can bloody hell get another blog host. i saw someone writing one whole post criticising blogger. and to think that i finish reading that post. o.o wasted my time. zzz thats so lame.
tml, i think we are getting back bio and phy. killer paper. bio was marked by boey. guessed wad, that time he marked my paper, i almost failed. so. this time round, i shant expect much isnt it? his way of marking was well beyond my capabilty of understanding. oh wtvr. lots of ticks with no awarded marks. cool huh. damn it.
i guessed physics was kind of fucked up. the last thing i want to do is to cry over physics paper. but i guessed there is a high chance of doing so. i really dunno what to expect. i need 29 to pass physics overall. but 29/70 is definetely below expectation of many isnt it. 29. it is really low, but i dun even think i can get it. wth is wrong with me. i think if i really fail this time round, it is soley my fault. well, i din really revised physics. my revision for physics din last for more den 8hrs. how can i expect myself to do well huh. with that, i think i deserve some self reflection huh. nt on perserverance. nt on willingness- to-embrace-new-challenges-crap. o.o ok, abit on perserverance. if i did perservere, i would nt haf on the com and play. oman. i really regret it.
passing physics with a C5 is now a blessing.


i think for june, i will haf to stock up on assesment bks and revise as much as i can. i want to help my brother get 250 for psle, i guess there's smth i can do for him. the last thing i want to see is him mixing with a gang of hooligans smoking a day long.


make me love physics please.

i am kinda contented with my life.
A no-life life.
zzz. it was kind of boring slacking away everyday.
wahpiang. somehow, exams had freaked me out real badly. even now, in the midst of getting back results. when i reached home and on the com, i will suddenly rmb the horrible exams period. zzz bad memories. and i will feel guilty for playing all day long. zzz, i m glad my conscience is still with me.
blablabla. it had nv leave me before ok. wth i m crapping. i feel like shitting. oh, tats so radom. but i m serious. gah. nvm let the shit stay there. bloody hell. i m bored. i m so bored i went blogsurfing 3times a day. and suddenly i rmb i haf this blog which was nv explored by man. so. i decided to talk cock here.
ok. more cock to come.
ah! back to exams and result. i m kind of contented with the current results. with no calculation error, i suppose i will get a 70% as long as i pass phy. other subj is high enough to pull phy up. oleh. worth some celebration yea?
wait. i might nt even pass phy. meaning i wont get 70%. oman. psapsapsa. its time to repair ur damn lift.
walao eh. i m bored. i m thinking of smth to crap. and break the world record by coming up with a longest entry ever. oyea. kind of ambitious. zzz wtvr. i m talking to him right now. =)))))
yay. i talk to him everydayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. double yay. many yay. yayayayay uncountable yays. oyay.
hahas. i m doing the gay personality test. and the results :
Chicken, you're a Millionaire!

You're very ambitious and personable, and you've got a great sense of humor. You care a lot about how you look. You're bursting with self-confidence, and people admire you for your achievements and determination.Behind that bold exterior you sometimes worry that you're not good enough. You can also be so critical of your work that it verges on self-destructive. You aim to succeed — and you'll quickly crush anyone who stands in your way.And that's just scratching the surface!

hmmm. this is true to a certain extent. or maybe, a large extent.
well, this is really getting boring.
zzz time to slp.
tata!

it was just a few min ago when i realised that i must at least get a 29 to pass the physics overall.
it was just a few min ago when i realised that getting 29 for phy paper this time round seems abit impossible.
it was just a few min ago when i realsied that maybe i dont mind failing phy at all.
it was just a few min ago when i realised that such murderous thoughts only occur when i m really having no confidence.
it was just a few min ago when i realised that i m not lying.
and i think you should believe me.

hello
i love myself for getting a gayed B3 for SS. cmon larh. like the whole bloody world is getting an A1. And here i am stuck with a miserable B3. B3 was definetely high for some dumb subjects like physics or wtvr.
but nt for SS. SS is just some cukoo subject which u study for half an hour and have it to pull your percentage up.
apparantly, that wasnt the damn case for me.
o.o i love ss.
and the sheep

Finally it is over. the murderous week is over. i survive. at least for now.
but a few weeks from now i might be gone. jumping from PSA. accelerating at 10m/ssquare. yay nice speed. fall like a rotiprata. eat with curry and sugar. bye

Finally it is over. the murderous week is over. i survive. at least for now.
but a few weeks from now i might be gone. jumping from PSA. accelerating at 10m/ssquare. yay nice speed. fall like a rotiprata. eat with curry and sugar. bye

i must say that i really hate ss.
gah. wlao. how can anyone not feel stressed in 3E. there is no place for me. thats for sure. maybe for physics i will rank 35 until valerie has it. zzz den 36. oh whatever.
SS is a bloody waste of my time which worth a million for every passing sec. damn. wth. in a history format somemore.
i said i dont like history.
let me repeat. I dont like history.
not a bit. cant they just have it like a noob health-education-in-primay-sch format. where every question is followed by a blank, about 5cm. where you can write your answer as short as this. A-p-p-l-e.
suck. walao eh.

i just cant write a proper inference.

i m so extremely bored.

today marks the downfall of sherrie dynasty.
damn. it is a day when sherrie do not feel like living anymore. it is a day when she cant find anything in her life that made her worth living of.
whatever. physics.
doin the physics paper is as good as sleeping. Piaing so hard to finish half of the paper at least, and ended up doing everything wrongly, getting a 0. or would you rather sleep throughout the whole of 1hr30min. apparently, it result is the same but sleeping would be a better choice. more productive i would say. cmon larh. bloody piece of shit. i had nv been this depressed for a paper before. toot. this paper can make me cry. wth is wrong with the bloody person who set this huh. she is just out to kill every being on earth isnt it. damn. i still want my 70%. now that it is gone. i really feel like. A bullshit. wtvr. wtvr. wtvr. i m so going to chiong my bio and make sure it makes up for phy. if not, it is really right to say that i have less then 10more hours to live. buy tml's newspaper. you minght find my face there. wtvr. post exam distress syndrome. thats what i called it.